Shhhhh

Hard to write to you when I have been telling you secrets all day. These daily thoughts are not so daily. I know. I misplaced the definition of the word I guess but really you know it all already...In the park unable to hide within the branches and leaves of the tree I was cold and the world was spinning around us. We were still, sitting on a bench. Last night for dinner I had: 

One unsuspecting flying bug (cry)

Many cigarettes 

White cheddar popcorn 

Tequila 

Right now I'm thinking I should probably cut my cats nails. And I wonder if you have ever been roller skating.

It's funny. The things you treasure and think about. Random: There was this one time as a little girl maybe 5, I pretended to be asleep on the car ride home so my aunts boyfriend could pick me up and carry me upstairs. I knew he would...He did and I will never forget it.  I still do that but in other ways.