Spring break

Or summer vacation. See you when I return. 

Mews

I came home tonight. Ghost house. Animals were mewzing. Rolling around. Begging. Puurrrrr. Grabbing at me. I forgot I had beer in the fridge. The small joys. Grab a beer. Fresh laundry and an empty apartment full of my things. There is nothing I need to do. Or anyone I have to speak to. But I feed the buns some salad and give the kittens fresh water. Cuddle.  Pick what I want to wear to bed and it is safe. And it's all mine. And my towels are clean. Thanks for the goodnight beer. 

To be home again. 

Texas

Lost boys. 

Today I caught a lizard. And I have been wondering about expectation. What we expect of people and why. I felt needy as well. 

Austin is beautiful. And small. It's unlike any city I have been in. Barely a city really but I'm thinking I actually have not been to many "cities" in the states. Lets take a road trip. 

The ring

Hello you. Since you have blessed my ring I can feel my heart beat against it. Honestly. I feel my heart through my thumb and against the ring. It's unsettling and somewhat exciting. I wonder what you blessed me with. You are in a hotel room right now. I'm in my white soft bed. I always wonder. Tonight we spoke about planting seeds. And also I had cracker jacks for dinner. I miss you but you know that. 

Divine intervention

My bed. My bed. My bed. I'm saving up. Feathers all up in this. And I know it's horrible but nico sometimes my sleep is worth it. I talk to my teenage self she yells and screams. I mean my bathroom is full of vintage adbusters. And here I am an adult dreaming of a feather bed. Probably one ill get from Macy's. remember your youth. Don't let go. 

Shhhhh

Hard to write to you when I have been telling you secrets all day. These daily thoughts are not so daily. I know. I misplaced the definition of the word I guess but really you know it all already...In the park unable to hide within the branches and leaves of the tree I was cold and the world was spinning around us. We were still, sitting on a bench. Last night for dinner I had: 

One unsuspecting flying bug (cry)

Many cigarettes 

White cheddar popcorn 

Tequila 

Right now I'm thinking I should probably cut my cats nails. And I wonder if you have ever been roller skating.

It's funny. The things you treasure and think about. Random: There was this one time as a little girl maybe 5, I pretended to be asleep on the car ride home so my aunts boyfriend could pick me up and carry me upstairs. I knew he would...He did and I will never forget it.  I still do that but in other ways. 

Gone again

So it starts again. I did take a photo booth picture for you. With a friend.And I wish we could of had one more dinner. Two more. Three more. A million. A million dinners for a kitten is space. Hanging on the moon. Jumping from star to star. 

Lets start a photo booth project.